~~ ....wa!t!ng.... ~~

Wanting, lusting, to be held, to be loved,
to feel warmth, to feel your beating heart. Wanting to be sheltered from the cold, heartless winds. Falling into invisible arms; into an abyss of love.
Wishing, hoping, that my desires will be filled; my desires of loving warmth. Wanting to be held, comforted,
loved.
Dreaming of passionate embraces, of tender kisses,
loving words, romantic nights. Waiting for undying love.

Silence, Emptiness, And Confusion

Silence builds an awful wreckage of a boy
It feeds on loneliness and creates a void
Gray shadows haunt and torment and torture
A teenager is stricken and destroyed

There is no sound of laughter or happiness here
The little one has thrown in the towel today
Somber, melancholy moods decay the soul
It is futile to hope and dream and pray

Emptiness builds a home in this man
In this boy, this child where hollows have bred
A deepening sea of nowhereness consumes
And eats away at every connecting thread

Confusion feeds like a savage inside him,
Leaving nothing considered worthy remains
Destined to walk through life less ordinary
Alone, exiled, different and disdained.